I'm going to break with the intention of this blog briefly because as I said yesterday I feel like I'm being swallowed by a black hole. I see now that I dismissed the warnings on my trip. I had an unrealistic expectation. I was so looking forward to a week off of work. People had said but it's a lot of driving. I was like oh I won't be driving all that much. There are three drivers. Right, what I learned is whom ever owns the car will be the primary driver.
My expectation, the thing that kept me going, was I was going to be able to rest and recharge. I feel more depleted and more defeated then before vacation. I'm so tired. I just want to curl up in bed and never have to get up.
I had incorrect expectations. I may have taken days of but it wasn't a rest and relax trip. It was a Spartan trip. Two opposing purposes.
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