Feeling Lazy Already but Commitment Honored

I didn't expect for my motivation to wane a few short days into my year long commitment. It's hard to be mindful and present. I've still stuck with my commitments so that's good. It has made me be more present to feelings vs integrity.

I wanted to be lazy and do nothing today and I wanted to keep my integrity in check. Feelings pass and build on each other. If I would have given into my lazy feeling today, it would have been easier to give in tomorrow.

I still have to swim but everything else is done.